baddd...i got my chinese o levels on thursday...a big fat c5...i reallie din expect it...and to my horror..i broke down in front of so many pple...i tried so hard yet i got a lousy result...wad shit is this???i even broke down in front of shikin...really let myself down...
haven reallie showed out my sadness...guess im real good at covering every feeling i haf...i dun wanna spread my sadness to anyone...jus go back to being the happy-go-lucky sort...:( no one will ever be able to detect it....anythin at all..the hurt that my closest frens caused...the pain of getting lousy marks...the thought of being an extra...the fear of failing...everythin about me is jus plain lousy...can i find someone who will always be there no matter where i am???i noe i will be there for pple...but who will be there for me???
[cry me a bloody river]
_audrey_
Saturday, August 14, 2004
D.I.E
The Dream Catchers