Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Saturday, October 16, 2004

im feelin down again....after all the happiness wid ytd...wad wid jerry being KICKED out..whahahaz..and doing the school class video...it was all kinda fun..wad's more i got 21 points for my prelims...tings are going not reallie pretty well today...i'll fill ya in on this...
im jus feeling down cuz im jealous...im real jealous...im afraid of slipping away from you...i know i dun matter much..but u matter to me...well...but rest assured...i'll be there by your side if u need me or not...and i dun noe wad im doing wid all my frens...it's like im drifting apart from them..it seriously sucks..i feel like we don't know each other anymore...we've drifted apart...admit that...
moreover i watched singapore idol spectacular #1 parent's choice today....after watchin jeassea[woohoo!!!!] my singapore idol and kelly clarkson...,knowing that later i wud hafta see her kicked out...the first time i was shocked...but the 2nd time...i was REALLIE sad....ok i admit...i cried...it seems like you were the absolute HOT fave to win it....and u were kicked out of the first episode...:( im gonna hafta try to accept it...but im secretly hoping that jeassea will come up wid an album and that i'll be able to see you in my life...so many pple haf seen u and gotten ur autograph...i hope i can get urs too...pls come nearby holland v and the west side...pls???or else i hafta search all round spore to find you....miss ya in singapore idol...continue singing..and looking great absolutely!!!

depressed...
cry me a river