Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

sometimes i feel outcasted...for no reason..ppl's shyin from me....im withdrawn back to my old quiet self sometimes...i jus wanna jump away from the top of the buildin sometimes!!!!!ARGH!!!!hate myself!!!!!!
my band's going off tml morning to new zealand...honestly i feel very jealous...but i've learnt to supress the feeling and feel happy for my frens going there...some of them are gonna stay over at sch tonite...i actually thot of going but i guess ms ngiam didn't wan so many pple...so i pulled out...dun wanna gif ms ngiam so many problems...yupz...well i wish them all the best....supressing the feeling...dun let me down there ok???the band will always be in my heart!