Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Monday, February 28, 2005

real bleak...never felt quite disappointed as before...got back my o level results today....wasn't that good...but i had improved....on individual subjects....felt that i led my frens down and everyone down...led ms ngiam down...let all the teachers down....
is it my fault for putting so high standards on myself...i compare me to my other friends...they're luckier than me in the sense they haf a complete family...but why do they hafta get higher marks than me???they can jus stroll past o levels and get 5-8 distinctions...
this is not God's fault....i put my entire life unto him...it is Him who decides my lifepath....and i will graciously gif thanks to Him for guiding me to where i am...and seek for His guidance as to where i should go next...
cindy.pls dun feel upset...i'll be there for u....dun worrie...u did reallie well...and all of us are proud of u....