Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

gonna dedicate this to all my close mates out there.cindy,sher,adeline(both),pimpzy,rays,karmen,yp,ashikin,pam,alicia and nick. jus so glad that i haf friends like you...cant believe my luck..haha!i noe im being corny..but to tell u all the truth everytime when im lonely i'll jus tink of the fun times we had together..and that jus brightens up my day.reallie thank the Lord for blessing me with such good friends.hope that we'll always keep in contact...
something that cindy said in her blog hit me...is my life reallie like wad was said in the book?do pple relate to books which they feel are like them or have a resemblence of them???somehting to tink about.
today's band prac was hell!i got the shock of my life...jocelyn(my pro sl,by my standards) passed me mallets part for not 1,but 2 songs!!!one of which is the critically acclaimed carmen fantasy...i'm like seriously gone...jus when i made up my mind not to be the weak link...there's a devil inside of me telling me that i cant make it...Lord,pls remove this devil and allow me the musicality to play the piece well.although the part is not big..but nonetheless i wan to give it my all...Lord,pls help me.pls guide me..i reallie need your guidance...tell me wad to do Lord,remove the negative thoughts that are forming inside my head Lord..pls!pls...

never let the fear of strikin out keep u from playin the game