haiz...think im on the verge of leaving np band
jus as i was getting settled...why do u all do these to me?
now chris jus msn me tell me..ask me play for sp concert..argh!!!
why like that..i really damn f***** up la...
it's not that i dun like sp...but it din exactly give me a very good first impression..whereas np did...
how can i tell np that i wan to probably quit.they must tink im a stupid bitch...ass siaz..wad will they tink??aft all i went thru to convince them my committment is secure in np band...wad the hell!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!im realli relli pissed and angry and irritated and f***** up with myself...argh...
Lord why are u doing this to me.?pls give me the strength and courage Lord,help me find the right words to say Lord.and make them understand my plight.Pls Lord i beg u. 1 day down
never let the fear of strikin out keep u from playin the game
Saturday, July 02, 2005
D.I.E
The Dream Catchers