Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

argh!cant believe it!i couldn't tink at all today for the coursework!!!omgoshgoodnessgracious me!!!REALLIE HATE MYSELF FOR IT!...argh...im like fuckin disappointed with myself..although i dun let that show..but wth!it's like my mind jus blanked out for today's coursework...im damn pissed with myself..wad with the pre-studyin...NOTHING HELPED!YOU'RE DUMB AUDREY,STUPID MORONIC IDIOTIC ASSSHOLE.BLOODY BITCH!...argh!!!!WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!?

went band today..i reallie mus say.going to band reallie helped calm myself down and cheer myself up at the same time...it's like everythin bad jus flew away...today played through the concert again..and i screwed up carmen fantasy...look this is the result of not focusing...bloody bitch i am..duno wtf happened to me...

oh yeah.joyce bought the sashes for the gals...omg!it's damn chio..haha..i will not mind wearin it at all!so chio spiders there!somemore got the rose..!ooooh man..cant wait for IBM.but it's muru's last concert..darn!he's so sweet!and nice with the mahogany hair!!!go muru!!!

tml's the stupid poly 50.the guy better not irritate me again.i still can remember my karate moves...later u no father day pls dun blame me.period.

2 days to IBM
excited/unfocused/rebellious-faced

kissed dating goodbye -ing
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.