Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

im damn tired and damn stress
i jus sat infront of the computer for a full 5hours.
doing nothing but work.
right now i haf a 3cm thick full of electronics papers to complete.

i have been uploading the millions of photos.
blardy hell.took me 1 hr plus.
received and sent files to people.
some were cancelled halfway.wtf.

i have yet to burn my recordings.
i have yet to memorise my speech.
i have yet to prepare fully for a 10 min speech.
i have yet to study or revise for my autocad,mech,thermofluids and electronics

im jus a loser.
jus a slacker.
do i wan to be this way?
u decide for me[tag at my blog]
if u people knew wad's going on.

sleepless nites all the way till end of sept.
i am living on nothing now.
i hafta save money for presents.
i am feeling very empty due to not having band.
i am missing my friends.
i am facing stress from home.
i am jus mentally and physically tired.
i am sick of schooling.

I MISS BAND AND MY PERC SECTION LOADS!
getting ready to break down.ONCE AGAIN!

kissed dating goodbye -ing
and hoping i can kiss sp[not the band though]away.
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.[i cant see the light now]
despair.desperate.desolate.depressed.
someone help me.