okay now i realise.i miss my church friends alot.
seems like there's always this distance btw me and them.i tinkk it's me running the negative way [i.e putting more space btw me and them] do i feel inferior?sometimes...aikes...cus basically it's jus random thoughts in my head.or am i of a different breed?feel so..not many pple can relate to having a broken family u noe...
but that said.i love my church friends.kinda keeps me sane from all the craziness in the world.and preventing me from blowing.i realise i used to blow my top often.not too good.jus talking to pam.and aites.that confirms my love for my church friends.whahaha.dun count me as gey pple.love is all around.hahaa..
u realise that im jus having stupid thoughts in my head.cus im absolutely going jitters that the day of my last paper is coming!and i can barely wait.it's like this sem is finally over.i noe i noe.i've stressed on this sem for like countless entries and people are jus going to whack me over with a maths book or for jc peeps.calculators and shower me with their uniforms.but aikes.who cares.
who cares if i dun have friends.all i need are my outside friends.and God and percussion and band.and of course my mama and my papa and my bro.and my family.sometimes we dun tink of their love for us.and we concentrate on the negative parts for instance when we get scolded.but i tink as i grow up.i realise that they do care for us.and scolding us is sorta an indirect way of telling us something is wrong?i hope im correct in this theory.whoever is reading this.pls bring ur papa and mama to verify if this is truue..thanks!=D
okay im going back to study the gey teacher's e tech.but it's like quite easy.although i wun be able to do well.mainly because i cock up this sem.pray for me pple.pray for me.lols.
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
D.I.E
The Dream Catchers