Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

seriously i hate the feeling of not being taken serious by people.

so what if i portray a so-called happy image to everyone.not many can relate to my situation.why i portray happiness.does it act as a shield to unveil what's actually inside.YES BLOODY HELL YES!im not a dumb blonde or someone who doesn't take life seriously or someone who idles my life away.or better still.SOMEONE WHO CANNOT LEAD PEOPLE.

i can do it okay?im not some fucking slackers u see on the street.u want my serious side?COME AND GET MY SERIOUS SIDE!no help to those weaklings who are going to faint when they see this.JUS FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE EVERYONE.u duno wad im searching for.im searching for that one guy okay?!

never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.