i noe i noe.im gonna get clobbered writing this entry.=x u cant blame me.i love writing things that makes me happy and peaceful at heart.im prolly gonna get scorned everywhere and being lectured that 'NO!U CANNOT HAVE AN IDOL!' but let me reiterate my point.I DON'T HAVE AN IDOL.SHE IS MY ROLE MODEL IN WHICH I CRAFTED THIS HAPPY LIFE MOTTO FROM!
whew okay that's done.anyway i've been reading alot of her articles these few days on the net.and being that yanzi has a super big fan base in taiwan china taipei hk singapore malaysia and i duno where else,quite a lot of the fans can read chinese.SOOOOO i have to suffer and painstakinly read every chinese word for word.oh well,at least it improves my chinese.and i tink my eye power will increase cus the chinese words are so difficult to read and i have to go so close to the screen in order to read it.
anyways more on the bizaare MTV Asia Awards.taufik's fans congrats to all of you.but do you all feel happy knowing all of you guys used a program or i daresay, hack, to vote for taufik?tink logically with me will ya?how can taufik's percentage increase by over 30% in under 17 days when each artiste in the catagory can't even decrease/increase even 1% a day?clearly as stated in the warner music forum,we are quite disappointed with the way the results went.because award ceremonies have a habit of giving the awards to celebrities who are PRESENT at the ceremony itself.so...tink about that.in the meantime,i shall comfort myself with the fact that yanzi held a swashbuckling swanking concert in genting.and even though i wasn't there, i could feel the atmosphere thanks to my YanziUnlimited fans who went to the concert and painstakingly delivered every detail to us Yanzi-starving people here in singapore who couldn't find the money and time to attend her concert.
oh right.it's been 1 week and 1 day since i shook yanzi's hand.the memories are still vivid in my mind and i'll smile to myself everytime i tink about it.truly it's been that handshake,insignificant to yanzi,yes but truly and most importantly significant to me in keeping me happy throughout this shit week.people might say im turning lesbian (gasp!!!!).that is so totally off the mark.it's jus that i've found something in life that keeps me happy.and being able to listen to her songs that cements the tranquility in my heart.that's being happy.
im so sorry you guys have to bear with this long entry.but it's been ages since i've been so philosophical!
i shook yanzi's hand on 30th april 2006
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
Monday, May 08, 2006


D.I.E
The Dream Catchers