that's what im feeling right now, every SINGLE night.it's tiring.today the new cause for the thinking: my face condition and my future [as usual]
wells, slacked the whole day at home on the friday.went to school with the intention of wanting to buy the aircraft maintanance textbook, but when i got there, there was no stock. so im rather worried at how im going to do my tutorials. cause for worry!!!!other than that, i watched the nian qing wu ji xian concert dvd by ahzi. review below:

concert was good, in fact some songs were actually done better here than at the HK Coliseum. i liked wo bu nan guo as usual, only for the fact that this time it was done to dedicate to the lyricist who passed away due to cancer. anyways there were some funny parts too, esp when ahzi during leave me alone, she dropped her wig.haha that was the jing dian of the concert man!but costume wise, i tink HK was better.haha maybe it's because she has the mei li and the appropriate amount of 'sao-ness'
anyways went to TB to eat with mama and allen.my bro's really in the 'pan ni' stage now.it's quite irritating.i believe i wasn't like that last time, at least not as bad as him you know.it kinda irks me to see him being so rebellious.zzz!



anyways finally watched peach protein.and i tink i have a fetish with ahzi's butt and thighs LOL. really matured alot, maybe not a fetish, but i particularly thot that her butt and thighs looked simply marvellous: oh well im not a lesbian la!!!it's jus that it's good to appreciate legs once in a while. :) and this interview sorta made me think alot about my future. who is this guy im gonna love and marry [i hope] in the future? what type of guys will i like? what will i do in the future? how many kids do i wan? that's thinking too far already. but...
there's quite a lot of rumors btw me and someone now, i really hope it won't spoil both of our friendship.it may or may not develop.so what.so long as im happy.but from a positive side, at least i have fei wen WAHAHA, unlike pple who don't have fei wen LOL
i sound so brash.
'men should not accept our destiny, we should choose it'-ahzi
i shook ahzi's hand on 30th april 2006
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.


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