this experience as ASL, taking charge of the section for IBM has ended jus like that. learnt quite alot of tings.true enough, some were bad and some were good, but i felt that i've jus learnt an invaluable lesson today

some bad stuff: i felt i din communicate with the section more. as much as we're quite together, but i can feel the disintegration into groups within the section. and how some of my decisions were....not properly received and delivered. that's my part of the fault. but still, i tink i ought to have some credit, because i was thrown into this raw and inexperienced. and guiding and leading 9 other pple is not easy. plus! i played wrongly for concert. i know, i set a super duper high expectation for myself. and today i felt that, i could play better.seriously.was it nervous-ness that got in the way again?or was it jus plain arrogance on my part to think i could perfect it there and then?but i practised hard for this part.really!

the good part: we pulled through the concert, and finally having the whole section together was good.joanne did a realllly good job by emcee-ing the concert by HERSELF.and we did keep the band tradition by praying wahaha!plus i tink we did quite a good job overall. oh yeah!and my hair. loved my hair today.thanks to wynn, my hairstylist who styled my hair for free!wahaha. what's the best part? cindy's present :) no wonder she's one of my best friends. haha. that's complimenting her. had a good talk with her today and while we might not have the time to talk and sms or anything, i can still feel that we're not physically close, but we're still mentally close. I TINK SO. =x wahaha. really caught up with her alot. cindy, if you're reading this, thanks :) for the flowers and everything LOL so musssssshy!*piaks!

pictures of IBM: coming up soon!

oh and another concert was taking place while i was having my concert: THE MOMENT 2006 CONCERT @ XIAO JU DAN. oh man!it was so damn high and shiok.throughout the IBM concert i was actually tinkin of the concert in TW. =x i feel so guilty. and heard that the concert was a total success.i jus saw this clip of ahzi and jolin dancing 'man man lai' and i tell you. 3S FOR IT: SEDUCTIVE SUGGESTIVE SUPERB. ahzi has seriously acheived a lvl of 'sao-nessssssssssssssss' now.wahaha!here's the link to show you the dancing:
http://www.im.tv/vlog/personal.asp?FID=596363&Memid=268776

totally shiok laaaaa!wahaha.i got so high after seeing it.and even my own IBM concert, i din feel so high. LOL.cindy says that i shouldn't be so les.but im not LOL.i appreciate beauty when i see it :D

rehearsing for concert TW:


love her.love her.love her. concerts = SUCCESS-es!

'Have to add that one of the most meaningful ones came from a group of big-hearted fans. I really have such fabulous fans. Wonder what i did to deserve them? Smile' THAT'S US!

'men should not accept our destiny, we should choose it'-ahzi
i shook ahzi's hand on 30th april 2006
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.