is it the season for feelings to be declared opened and feel the musk of lust in the air?

i certainly tink so. today when i got on the bus 106, and as i was walking down the aisle to find a seat. i saw two grown guys, maybe about 20 years old, putting their arms around each other. yes yes, i know now we're getting all open-ed about sexual orientations and gays and lesbians, but truth to be told, it still felt shocking to me. maybe i haven't seen the world enough?i tink i haven't seen the world enough. i feel that those gays and lesbians are definitely more open-minded than me, and they're certainly courageous to display how they feel about someone, unlike me -.-

anyways it was quite funny seeing them. they looked like gangsters man, with dyed green hair fringe or something liddat. i still remember when i saw them, i instantaneously thought of colin and kero [refer to this blog: http://colinandkero.blogspot.com/ ] for more details. at least colin and kero still looked decently civilised LOL. the two guys were like dressed almost the same. i could have burst out laughing but i didn't. see, im so tactful. =D

oh i remembered.talking to bee this morning on MSN, and i told her im the xu chun mei of singapore.except that im very very much poorer and slightly prettier LOL, and of course fatter.if you guys don't know the story of xu chun mei YET, please find me on MSN and i'll gladly tell you. :)

oh, had a talk with lala. i feel quite okay surprisingly, because im confirmed of how i feel. but that doesn't mean anything. so ppl who're reading this, please don't speculate and make false assumptions -.- see what i mean by my very first sentence? ok im chionging to study for my mechanics practical test tml. jus when i thought it'll be quite a piece of cake, and when i stared at the practicals, i was stunned. but it's ok, i believe i'll still get thru it.

dinner jus now, yummy!wahaha.had stingray. den i told my mama that my facial cleanser no more le.and we went to buy. wahaha!i got neutrogena to try out, plus scrub and lotion. hope that my face condition actually gets better. it's outrageous, the condition of my skin. i cant believe it.it mus be due to the late nights and stress. but sleeping late is good, because it makes my face sharper, and people actually noticed it lo!so i shall continue sleeping late. but for tonight i have to sleep early, because i wanna be early for the test and get it over and done with. plus, im going ktv with xian sooooooooo! time for singing again wheeeeeee!den shopping, wahaha.going far east there most prob.maybe i'll be able to see HER.

it's some china magazine.i tink it can't be bought in singapore.damn.i would have gladly bought it.i like the floral white dress she wears.and the smile.probably that's what made me fall in love with her LOL ahzi!!!is back in singapore. :D

tests and exams coming up for this month, time to chiong aud!
4/aug: mechanics practical test
10/aug: pro-E test [hope i don't get a D]
17/aug: engineering maths II EXAM
18/aug: mechanics II EXAM
21/aug: APP I EXAM
23/aug: AEIS EXAM
23/aug 11.10am: HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!

shld i tell him?or should i not?or should i give up?
i'll take B

'Have to add that one of the most meaningful ones came from a group of big-hearted fans. I do have such wonderful fans. Wonder what i did to deserve them? Smile' THAT'S US FOR SURE!!!

'men should not accept our destiny, we should choose it.'-ahzi
i shook ahzi's hand on 30th april 2006
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.