no time no time.

these few days i have been cooped up with drumming for standard chartered. whereas the pay is quite good, but actual playing time is like half an hour for 2 hours each day. feels like im not working well for the job and they're overpaying me or somethng liddat. haha!but i don't mind :)

anyways i've been so busy that i haven't got much time for myself this week. heck, i haven't even have the time to eat a proper meal. my meals' been like BK, Mac, all the junk food which is totally unhealthy and the last meal i ate was at 5pm yesterday. everyday travel to expo, carrying heavy drums and the worst ting? customers don't appreciate our drumming! haha.!but i totally understand. if it was me i wouldn't appreciate it. cus it's actually noise. we don't have the proper instrumentation for the samba and if we play too loud, other booths will complain. if we play too soft, boss will complain. like that how?haha.

PLEASE THE BOSS LO.! 400BUCKS COMES FROM HIM LEH!

today was nice, totally sweet. rushed down to np aft drumming to meet cindy. cus didn't know how to go to jon's house for the CLASS BBQ! haha! initially i didn't want to go, cus i had other plans, but managed to cancel them, and with the promise of kushibaboom with min and kh. i finally went to the class bbq. what was weird? min ying the organiser, was not there! hahaha!she had to work oh wells. den mr quek came. such a nice surprise. :)

caught up with each other. and it was sooo nice seeing the guys and some girls back again. den started talking about secondary school and all the gossips. and even though mr quek was there, but jus HECK and continue gossipping haha!. heard there would be quite alot of changes in the school staff. personally. one of my most lovable teachers, mrs wong CP is retiring! haha! gosh she taught me for 4 years, and even though i failed most of the subjects she taught, but she's still a motherly figure. and oh yeah, ms chew is transferring out, due to some stuffs. it's quite sad. yup.

went home ard 10.30pm. initially wanted to take 970 home after dropping at one of the 173 bus stops. but realised there was no 970. zzz and i was alone by myself. so decided that i will feel scared, so i took a cab home LOL. quite cheap la. $7.80.for the sake of my safety and not to allow my mama to worry about me.

tml will be the last day @ comex drumming! it has been quite a nice experience, realised you cant please everyone about everything and anything. you jus gotta do what you're happy doing. for instance, going to PSC tml to support ahzi. yeap, even though i was apparently ranted at for having no life by some anonymous tagger. you don't know what's the meaning of having a life eh? having a life is jus to be happy at doing what you're doing and of cus not doing anything illegal. so you may be living by a set of rules that define 'having a life'. but trust me, it doesn't work on everyone.

if you don't like my blog, and it's boring. jus go. even if u still wanna tink 'oh how dumb is this girl to chase yanzi' but at least, im happy doing it. go and find what you're happy at doing and do it. live your own life. that's by my standards, SUGGESTING to you. don't make my blog a miserable place. it really sucks you know.

dear mr woodpecker =D

and for your info. pictures of ahzi are still gonna be put up. :D

@ the mont blanc 100th year anniversary:


take that, or leave it.

'Have to add that one of the most meaningful ones came from a group of big hearted fans. I do have such wonderful fans. Wonder what i did to deserve them? Smile' THAT'S US FOR SURE!!!

'men should not accept our destiny, we should choose it'-ahzi
i shook ahzi's hand on 30th april 2006
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.