typed @ 3.51am. i still cant get to sleep. jus decided to write some stuff.

anyways this week has really been a bore for me. or rather, it feels like it's a bore to me from other people's views. but from what i see or feel, on the contary i felt that i had alot of thoughts about anything under the sun. i keep thinking of different situations and hoping for something, which i don't even know what it is.

i seriously hate that feeling. it's like a little like you cant control your own thoughts. maybe it's fate that i will anyhow think when im doing nothing.

anyway, is sacrificing something for a good friend really stupid?been thinking over the past few years, i've thought up of quite some number of situations where i felt i had sacrified something of myself to either protect/explain to someone. be it whether it was within friends, or within the guy that i totally liked during secondary school [trust me, im not gonna divulge who it is].

still remember that time when i liked that guy in secondary school. and because of something, i had to sorta quash my feelings too. but i wasn't that magnanimous also la. i was also quite angry. come to tink of it it's very stupid and childish. im so glad that i don't have this type of shit problems right NOW.

but i find that. because of someone else, i've really developed the art of patience. what can i do sometimes? i always believed that if other people are happy den im happy. what else can i do?i can only stand at the side and be an audience, silently cheering them on, without them knowing at all. im not one to really say what i feel right inside my heart. that's because it has been locked. and the key? who knows where the hell it went.

argggggh troublesome. motive in life: be simple and direct.

if the world had no such tings as divorces, quarrels, riots, politics and etc etc. the world and the life would BE SO MUCH EASIER!

anyways i feel like going vivo city later!BECAUSEEEEEEEEEEE i think nnadia chan is gonna be there for the i-weekly 25th anniversary event!and it's not everytime that nnadia comes to singapore. rmb the drama she played 'you are the one?' wahahahha!totally loved her inside there. and im still debating whether to skip band or not. if i tell jo the reason why i never go, that's like sending myself to hell man.



see her at the bottom right picture?OMG OMG!please anyone ADVICE ME!
ahhhh i said out what i wanted to say. time to sleep!

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typed @ 3.42am. i cant get to sleep and i saw this!


this is reese witherspoon's legal document stating the divorce from ryan phillippe!courtesy of PINK IS THE NEW BLOG. ;) thanks trent.

anyway, im really sad that they're gonna split. hope that in the last minute they will wake up from this nightmare and start again. all cus of his philandering ways. MEN. !

back to update later when i wake up!

3 kisses right from her heart and into ours

men should not accept our destiny, we should chooose it.
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.