Once a timpanist, always a timpanist.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

im bored.

really bored. zzz. i feel as if there's a super duper lack of ahzi activities for me. for duno how many times, she has been my motivation to do better.

now with the auto session jus about a month ago, im feeling that lack of ahzi inspiration!!!!call me crazy, but it's true. now i go sch, i dun even know for waaaaat. band practices for the musical isn't really that enjoyable. trust me, i would like this musical to be over and done with asap. so i'll definitely cheer out loud when this coming sunday is over.

my section juniors are much better than some international choir definitely.

motivation i need motivation!

went to meet bee at tank's autosession today. and nope, i did not go and sign. heck i didn't even buy the album?hahaha. and there were soooooo little people there. sometimes i wonder if tank is really that popular hahaa. from what bee said, the auto session lasted for jus over an hour. and tank already sang 3 songs!!!!

ahzi sang 2 songs that time but her autosession lasted for almost 2.5 hrs?hahaha. that's the ultimate difference between a newbie and a tian hou okay. in fact there's absolutely nothing that we can compare about. as any cantonese speaking person would say 'MOU TAK BEI' which means u cant even compare. haha.

im being mean. but i like. anyways. i've heard from bee who heard from sources that gong is coming up with a new album, self composed and written by her i tink. haha. so i tink it won't be that good. because she's still a newbie and she never engage those super good lyricist and composers like sisong weisong linxi all these. RAWR!but having said that, i am qi-dai-ing her album. as bee said, i only gei gei say i dun like gong. hahaha.

however, i am anticipating SHE'S [PLAY] ALBUM!but nope, im not going to buy the album because it'll be ard the time that NI GUANG GAI BAN comes out. and i intend to buy more than one copy. so i need to save and save. xD

anyway, enough of digression. i've realised the only way to get close to a star is to be AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE FROM THEM. it was tried and tested today. everyone was crowding around waiting for tank to come out to the van. and i jus stood behind them away from the crowd. and i can swear, tank looked in my direction and he waved. but i didn't wave back LOL i was jus observing him. he's damn short btw and he puts quite a fair bit of makeup.

lol. i dun really like tank. haha. too many kung fu fighter singers around wahahhaa.

i need my ahzi. i need my motivation. wo huai nian de!!!!!!

men should not accept our destiny,we should choose it.
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

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